An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything
Before i start, I just want to make a mental note (publicly it seems), to remind myself to remind everyone else, to please, remember to hand me over your blog addresses, emails you mind to keep, any kind of contact info that may come in handy, when we suddenly find ourselves worlds apart.
So now i start.
Being rusty sucks. I have lost all the “study momentum”. Picking it back is hard work, means through all the distraction of Charlotte’s Web and and Pursuit of Happyness and 300 and Bridge to Terabithia and Grey’s Anatomy, it’s hard to even Start picking it up.
Nothing new or unusual happened these few weeks. That sentence sounds so blogged averagely it’s lame. Hope you all fancy the new skin.
I got rejected from Imperial College. So now my UCAS says conditional, unsuccessful, conditional, conditional, conditional, conditional. great huh. I’m not suicidal. seriously I’m not. I just made this freaking Huge mistake to apply to B901 MSci Biomed Science which apparently has 10 places instead of B900 BSc Biomed Science to Imperial College. No Big Deal.
I would love to post photos, but i’m in the lousy web, so too bad then. I wouldn’t want Xj all to pay 4cents for my hugely MB-ed photos eh. Haha. I sorta feel that my blog has more readers than i expected. Why do you all choose to remain annonnymous anyway? Respond on my tagboard or something Lah. Interactivity is way better than annonnymity.
It’s Not Our Loss, It’s Their Loss! -salihah-
This part is not for you. If you’re so smart and you magnify it and you read it, Don’t blame me if you get all moody. Does everyone have to go through this, no these certain periods in life, where they start asking themselves questions they can’t answer? For example, Is it worth it? Do I want to do this? Do I want to do this for the Rest of my life? What if I can’t make it? What if i lose out on it? What if i decide on something else? What then? Do I go do something else? Am I capable? Am I going crazy asking myself questions like that? Am I supposed to go back and think everything’s gonna go the way it’s gonna get and it’ll be like, Fine? Why do we have poor people or people who have to resort to begging? Why some people just don’t stand a chance? Why can’t everything be perfect for everyone? Why this? Why that? WHY don’t anyone have any answers apart from religious matters? Don’t answer that.

