Walk The Line

Just Say You’ll Stay Forever Mine.. even if I’m not forever yours.

Stress pimples… baggy eyes… trash cans full of red-bulls (nodoz if you hate its taste or the troublesome-ness in drinking the whole thing)… and most recently, swollen salivary glands??

hah. We do this 2 times in a year babes.

(Isn’t it time to get used to it already..??.. Not.)

Last semester, exactly 2 weeks before heading home now, I have to admit that I was so much more excited about getting on the plane. I guess it is true when they say the first period somewhere else marks the worst transition period, sooo hopefully it’ll be all uphill from now. So far so good mates. =)
Not that I’m not elated that I’ll be home with driving and foooood and family (gosh I really do miss the sundays I used to take for granted) included in the equation, (and this time it has some attachment/internships, treadmills and wake up early everyday to go to the market with mom plans) let’s not jinx it yet shall we. We all know it’s 40% confirmed not going to turn out that way, but I have all the right to hope on the other 60% right?? :P OKAYY WOKAY 30-70. Stop pushing it.

As for the other side of the world, this time it certainly has more for me to leave behind.. and few more to leave sort of forever for a long long long time. Really do want to sort everything out before heading back, which would be the best case scenario, but the best case for the state of the mind may not be the best case for the state of the bank statement… how nowwww brown cowwww. =(
(and even 3 is bullying me I didn’t get to change my rate plans for the upcoming summer month wtf!)

I am I am trying my best, to achieve some sort of equilibrium. Some sort of compromise. Give and take, just like location and price.. quality and distance.. Penang times and melbourne’s accommodation..
and YES i am hopeless, I am unable to let go. (just like how i keep 200gb of movies and serieses i’ve finished watching and never bring myself to have the heart to delete them.)

Watched Walk the Line again not long ago, but this time it’s coupled with the soundtrack download (surprise surprise), I have to say, one movie like that is enough for one to want to watch everything else Reese Witherspoon acts in. The songs, which were supposed to copy Johnny Cash and June Carter, were awesome, some awesome-r than the original (sorry John I know I have weird taste :P)

I must sort things out. I have less than 24 hours for physics I must study for. I must make all these worth it. I must stop with all these hidden meanings making sense to myself only.

Wo Bu Zhi Dao laaaaa!

p.s. If I still spontaneously look at ‘you’ every so often without really planning on to… is that an ‘into you’?

By the way, why doesn’t the wordpress add audio function actually lets us ADD AUDIO files??